Girlvert: A Porno Memoir

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XRCO Award for Best Girl/Girl Scene – The Violation of Audrey Hollander (with Audrey Hollander, Gia Paloma, Tyla Wynn, Brodi, & Kelly Kline) [16]

W! What do you think of the current move toward features and parodies in the industry? Good or bad? Any interest, yourself, in doing feature roles with acting? OS/AB I am all about this book. I will be traveling to promote Girlvert. Recording the audio version right now, so Girlvert will be a book on tape! Then I’m planning to do some podcasts of my own. Writing another book. Will be putting together a graphic novel. And continuously making, showing and selling artwork. AVN Award Winners Announced". Adult Video News. January 16, 2007. Archived from the original on March 7, 2009. ORIANA SMALL aka ASHLEY BLUE I started being curious about sex at thirteen. That was my break through year. Before that, I was only interested in animals and drawing. I was never molested either. a b Gold, Jonathan (May 9, 2007). "Dave Naz: The big uneasy". LA Weekly. Archived from the original on June 29, 2011.

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Getting into the porn industry almost on a whim, and encouraged by her boyfriend, it provided fast and relatively easy money which they needed to fuel their cocaine habit which in turn was fueled by the industry's need for her to be always up and willing. Lots of details of the porn industry. Not a pretty scene and one begins to hate Tyler, her boyfriends, a weak, lily-livered SOB, for getting her into it. Not that she was completely unwilling. One interesting tidbit, Not a lot of directors like to shoot real couples having sex on film. Couples tend to bring all of their relationship problems into the sex scene and feelings always get hurt. Tyler and I were one of those couples. I preferred to wait until we got in the car to fight, but he liked to slam bathroom doors and pull me aside in front of the other porn people. We would be standing just a couple of feet away from the camera, naked with tears in our eyes, arguing about the amount of love I actually had for him. Every little thing he did at home to irritate me got dragged into the scene. OS/AB I want people to keep making movies, no matter what. I think the other girls are far better at it than me though. I’m really not mainstream enough in porn to fit in well with that group.

OS/AB I always felt bad about myself, for not doing anything right. Not even being born right, to the right people, etc. So, I never tried very hard to follow rules. I never had any. It was a bummer to feel so low as a kid, like a degenerate, but I just went with it. And it made me more free. That freedom is what I cherish most in life now. I have learned to love that about myself. OS/AB The merits of extreme porn are higher than any other kind of porn. I was definitely the right girl in the right place when I was doing it all the time. It’s more entertaining. We are just a facet of entertainment. Harder and weirder just impresses me more. But that is just my opinion. I am not trying to force that on anyone else, because it is wrong to do that. I have respect for other people’s interests. W! I was very impressed with your ability to write a memoir that showed every side of your emotions as you went through extremes, both physical and emotional, without putting much of an op-ed spin on it. You’re telling the story like it was, but not trying to exhort your readers to feel any particular way about it. What do you expect them to feel in response? W! What would you want to be written in your obit, or on your gravestone? Oriana Small (Photo by Dave Naz)W! I was intrigued that, in the book, most of the way through, you talked about morality and perversion in surprisingly traditional ways and placed yourself squarely into the perverted camp, claiming little in the way of moral rectitude. But doesn’t part of you feel that maybe it’s the rest of the world that’s screwed up morally? You’ve created a life for yourself based on your sexual performances and “perversion.” Do you think maybe it’s the ones wearing the morality police t-shirts that should be considered immoral for calling you the pervert and the degenerate, but still wanting to see the things you do badly enough to sponsor your career through their consumer dollars?

Pike-Johnson, Heidi (April 4, 2003). "Evil Angel's The Fashionistas Big Winner At XRCOs Thursday Night". Adult Video News . Retrieved September 28, 2014. W! Do you think Max Hardcore made performance art? If he continues making movies when he’s released, what are the chances you’ll work for him? a b Smithberg, Allen (December 21, 2012). "AVN Announces 2013 2013 Hall of Fame Inductees". Adult Video News . Retrieved January 23, 2023.W! You painted this world in a very gritty, very honest light from your firsthand experiences of extremely hardcore pornography — double penetrations, double anal, gangbangs, piss play, and etc. This book isn’t going to end up on Oprah’s book club. But it offers insight into a world that most of us only see through the lens of a camera. How is this insight valuable to those of us who don’t take part? OS/AB It was my husband that first told that to me. And he is my authority on art. I had to learn to recognize it. I don’t know if anyone feels the same, or will see relevance in it. Oriana Small (Photo by Dave Naz) As of 2015 [update], she lives in Los Angeles with her husband, photographer Dave Naz. [1] Publications [ edit ] W! You played the Girlvert, and called the performance one of the greatest accomplishments of your life. Performance art. Do you think its relevance was recognized by many outside the industry? W! As far as “degeneracy” goes, you never played around with the solo, girl/girl, softcore stuff. You went straight for hardcore, performing acts on camera that many people find degrading. But your book seemed to me to imply that any degradation you felt came not from your sex acts, but from the emotional manipulation you went through off screen. What is it, do you think, that draws you to such extremes in both your on-camera persona and off-camera emotional state?