Illicit Desires

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For the one who has already taken on this grave liability by participating in illicit sex, but wants to come out of this grave liability, there is a way out. Through the heart-felt confession of the mistake ( alochana) to a living Gnani Purush. A Gnani Purush is completely pure in all the way and is completely free from sexuality. Furthermore, He has no selfish interests or motives behind helping you to come out of your mistakes. Therefore, you can rest assured that He never discloses anything to anyone else. Only a living Gnani Purush can show you the way out, but you have to have a clear mind, be truly repentant and have an unshakeable conviction that you will never repeat your mistake again. You experience so many worries and tension internally because you know you are doing something wrong. I HIGHLY recommend this book but please read the first two in the series first!! This technically can be read as a stand-alone, but trust me, you want to read the full series!! 👏🏻👏🏻🖤🖤 Nature has accepted the relation between a husband and a wife. There is no problem if this relationship does not give rise to desires for illicit sexual gratification. Nature has made that much allowance. If you are living a married life, you may indulge in sex that is rightfully yours but you should never even think about that which is not yours, because the consequences of illicit sex are very grave. It is inhuman to take what is not rightfully yours, to wish for what is not rightfully yours and to wish for sex that is not rightfully yours. Should there not be a line of demarcation between what is rightfully yours and what is not? You should never cross that line and commit adultery in marriage. Still, people have crossed that line, have they not? That is called beastliness. There is no problem in enjoying what is rightfully yours. Unknown Facts about Illicit Sex and Adultery in Marriage:

The struggles Crew and Anderson face are raw and real and messy. There’s no sugar coating the difficulties that come not only with being an addict, but also for an addicts loved ones. Ashley wrote these scenes with honesty and didn’t shy away from the hard shit. I wanna thank her for writing a story that I think will help a lot of people feel seen and not so alone. When one enjoys someone else’s wife, it is equivalent to him not worrying about someone else enjoying his own daughter. And that is exactly what happens, is it not? Others do enjoy his daughter, do they not? This is considered as extreme worthlenessness; the “ultimate” worthlessness.Having an affair means that you are breaking the boundaries and going against the universal principles accepted by all, no matter what caste or creed you belong to. You lose your worthiness of being a human the moment you take something that is not rightly yours (debauchery). This is a story of Crew and Anderson, two best friends, so close but still unaware of their Deepest Desires. I can't explain in words how much I'm going to miss this world and these characters, each one of them keeps a piece of my heart, I don't know how I discovered this author but she has become one of my favorites, everything she writes is pure gold and this book was no exception, from the moment I knew that this would be Anderson and Crew's book I was very intrigued as to how they would go from friends to lovers and the truth is that WOW what a beautiful love story, with so many emotions, with so much passion, with so much love, you could smell from miles away the love and respect that these two have for each other, what a good ending for this series that has become one of my favorites, very excited for everything that this author will bring out in the future.

Well, I was dumbfounded reading this story, mainly because I wasn't following the teasers and I knew nothing about the story except it was bestfriends to lovers, but I absolutely loved it 💟. Crew blaming himself for his parents' negligence and thinking he's not good enough for anyone was so hard to read, Baby Boy deserved everything, and he truly deserved Anderson. And Anderson, my golden boy, he was truly surprising, from being kind and compassionate, to filthy and dominating, and I can't forget the punches 👊🏽, he gave us variations man 😂. Also the mouth on these guys, pheww!! 🥵, and that kitchen scene ☠️ D E A D. Just like in the previous books, friendship is as important as the relationship between the main characters, and it's something I really liked. The affection these characters share warned me. Both of them want to explore the attraction between them but they fear the consequences that this will have on their friendship.Will Crew be able to overcome his deadly obsession after facing a near death situation? What's gonna happen when Anderson finds out about Crew's dangerous secret, and learns there's more to him hidden beneath the surface? I did question one aspect of the book. I think I was just too emotional. I trusted the process, and the result was phenomenal. The only reason I was annoyed with him is because he waited to break up with her literally the last second, when Crew realized what was going on. No I don't think Anderson is a cheater or sth. What I think is that he's too kind for his own good. I mean..the man didn't talk to his girlfriend earlier because he waited for the right moment. Smh 🙄

I knew going into this that it would be hard core because Ashley just knows how to tap into your soul, she finds emotions in you that you didn’t know existed!Param Pujya Dadashri says, “ If you burn your sins in repentance even then your bad deeds would end. After listening to all this, if you were to ask me, "What would happen to me?" I would reassure you that I would help you. There are conditions. You have to wise up from today. From the moment you become aware of your mistake and do pratikramans with sincerity. I will show you what to do next. Then it would all disappear and I would do many other vidhis, special blessings, for you.” I won't lie, I could have looked past a couple of things if that intensity was there and I could have actually felt that sympathy or anything, really, but I didn't and now I'm afraid to try the books before this😥 A illicit sexual relationship with another man or woman, is absolutely prohibited. Due to wrongful sexuality, one becomes entitled to a life in hell.

The spice between these boys was off the charts, and I lived for it! But at the same time the sadness that Crew felt was so heartbreaking I just wanted to love on him so much. Addiction is a very real disease and it’s just as hard for the people around you as it is for the person with it, it’s a full time commitment from everyone to help an addict recover and the love and support he got from his friends is just what was needed. Illicit desires is the final entry in the Deepest Desire series and concludes with Crew and Anderson. They are best friends who have a strong and devoted bond with one another, but due to Crew's hidden drug addiction their friendship and blossoming relationship is in jeopardy. Crew, oh my baby boy. When I think of a tortured soul, poor Crew comes to mind. My heart broke for him as he battled addiction and the despair that followed. His friendship with Anderson was precious and their love story was just as amazing as their friendship.

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A. In thiskaliyug(era of spiritual and moral decline), a married man should have sexual passion only... Sadly, I couldn't bring myself to like either Anderson or Crew💔 I'm a giant softie so of course I felt for Crew anytime he was let down by his parents and his loneliness was portrayed really well, I thought, and without spoiling anything, I will say that the irony was a nice touch👀 But everything else😭... Param Pujya Dadashri says, ‘ You would have to follow her [the woman you have an illicit relationship with] wherever she goes in her next life. She may come as your mother in the next life. I [Param Pujya Dadashri] have seen in my Gnan that there are so many sons, these days, born to their mistresses of their previous life. The son would be of an upper caste and the mother would be of a lower caste. The mother would go to the lower caste and the son would have to go from an upper caste to a lower caste again. Look at these terrible dangers. The woman of past life would become your mother in this birth, and the mother of this birth would become your wife in your next birth. Such are the horrible dangers of this sexual world. In short, make sure you understand this.’ This being about dudes in college, I expected some immaturity and a little stupidity here and there but for me, there has to be some kind of charm. Unfortunately that didn't apply here either😔