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I was given drugs and alcohol before being filmed and then the porn producers would record me saying that I was NOT under the influence of any drugs or alcohol prior to filming. Aaron Crowley: Yeah. Not. Yeah. Um, yeah. You know, I, I’ve seen all that used in the porn industry and it normalizes it and they somehow get a pass for all of that. Um, and they’re still called, you know, allies of our community. And often at, at gay pride events, you’ll see booths and whole sections where it’s like, this is the adult entertainment section and this is the porn section and it’s so celebrated. And, and I think the celebration again comes from because we don’t have many outlets to learn about our sexuality healthily.

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Garrett Jonsson: Yeah. Well, Aaron, these conversations mean so much to me and I’ve had a very enjoyable time talking with you. Aaron Crowley: Right. And often, no matter if you’re straight and you’re learning, if you’re gay, you’re learning about it. We’re being taught. Those who grew up learning about sex from porn, we’re being taught that sex is violent and aggressive. Trigger Warning: This article refers to graphic sexual content and features written references of real abuse. Aaron Crowley: Yeah, no, like I said, I, I didn’t, um, speak to anyone about it. I, I didn’t even have the words for myself. The fact is the porn industry often profits off the sexual exploitation of human beings. While we raise awareness on the harmful effects of porn on consumers, it’s also important to focus on the negative impact that porn can have on those who produce or participate in creating it. Their stories show that porn isn’t only harmful to those who watch it, but it absolutely can be harmful to those who make it, too.Um, and so my mind went to, “This is normal.” We are often portrayed, LGBTQ+ people are often portrayed as oversexualized and hypersexual. And that we’re just about hooking up. Right? We’re just about sex. And that’s not, I’m not saying that I’m saying that’s how we’re portrayed. And I, and I know many of us often own that portrayal as part of our identity. That’s how it was painted to me. That’s what was going through my mind when all this was happening and it became normal to the point that I didn’t even really actually understand at that time that it was rape. Uh, like that word didn’t cross my mind, but I knew in my gut, I was very uncomfortable. I was not okay with what happened. You know, I asked the guy to like take the pictures down. I was like, don’t share that. Like, you know, please delete all those pictures.

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The allure of fame and fortune led Jessica into a 10-year career in the porn industry. She appeared in over 40 porn films and was one of the most popularly searched porn performers in 2009. Eventually, she was able to break out and now she’s living a happier life, but she endured humiliation and degrading shoots for a decade.Aaron Crowley: I can’t even remember what your question was, but I was like, you know what, I’m gonna talk about these two. Aaron Crowley: And, and that’s kind of, you know, in going in and processing the years later and processing all that trauma, that’s, you know, how I’ve realized, you know, what, I’m gonna speak out on this, um, because I need this mentality to be destroyed. You know, I actually even just recently, like the, that mentality that caused me to normalize my rape so prevalent even still today, and a part of me is like, probably because of pornography, pornography has normalized this idea of, you know, people can be obligated to have to have sex with someone. However, it was only after Greg left the porn industry in 2011 that he was able to share the reality of why he started doing porn, and how 23 years of this toxic industry affected his life. The letter included an excerpt of testimony from a former porn star identified as Maggie, who starred in about 130 pornographic films between 18 and 20. Garrett Jonsson: And so, I mean, even no matter really what your sexuality is, I think we’re kind of in a similar their boat in that way where we’re turning to porn, oftentimes because it’s like, where else do we turn to learn about sex? If no one wants to talk to us about it.

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The letter raised concerns about the role pornography plays in satiating the pedophilic desires of sexual predators, referring to how pornography centered on teens has become a lucrative business. And I take him, we, we, you know, prop him up on our shoulders and we take him to the set and we, you know, help lead him to the set. And we lay him on the bed and we leave him there. And as I’m again, leaving my co performer is like talking mean, he is like, you know, I can’t, I don’t wanna perform with him. Because he’s a mess. Like he’s always drunk or he’s always on drugs. Or he is something because, you know, he was crying the other day saying he doesn’t really wanna be in porn and all of this. And right then I stopped. And I, I like had an epiphany moment and I looked at my, my friend and I said, “Do any of us really want to be in this?”Even in interviews, these performers maintain that they do porn because they love sex and can’t get enough of it. Because of this, much of society, understandably, believes every porn performer entered the industry in the pursuit of their ideal lifestyle. I gladly accepted the drugs and alcohol because I didn’t want to feel the pain of penetration from an over-sized man or from being told to hold poses for still camera shots while being penetrated and choked.

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Aaron Crowley: Um, that, um, you know, that it’s violent and it’s aggressive, especially towards women.After several years of doing porn and more than 1,000 films, I truly believed that I had ruined my life to the point of no return. So, I continued to say yes to the need to be accepted. I never was attracted to guys, but the idea of doing gay porn and the new level of fame, the money, the praise, and the attention all somehow made logical sense to me. Clearly, being a porn star isn’t as glamorous as the industry wants you to think. These stories fly in the face of the image normalized by the porn industry, but they only scratch the surface. Garrett Jonsson: Yeah. I believe that as well. Well, Aaron, as the conversation kind of comes to an end here, we wanna leave you with the opportunity to have the last word. If there’s anything that you haven’t mentioned or something on your heart or mind that you wanted to talk to, that we haven’t talked to yet, we’d love to hear those thoughts as well. Aaron Crowley: Well, it’s the same thing in the gay porn industry. And the, and, and trans porn as well. Um, is that it’s violent and it’s portraying our gen our gender and our sexuality. It’s portraying it as this violent, you know, coercive, rape. Like…

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