Bought with a Price: A Gay Christian's Memoir from Porn Sets to Love

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Aaron Crowley: I can’t even remember what your question was, but I was like, you know what, I’m gonna talk about these two. a b The 14th Annual (2004) Grabby Award Winners for the 7th Annual Award Show, May 28, 2005 (Park West – Chicago, Illinois) From Gay Chicago Magazine's "Behind Closed Doors" web archive. Garrett Jonsson: It’s just not healthy. Like, yeah. I don’t know, like healthy sex is such an awesome thing, but the porn industry generally speaking, it just distorts it. Garrett Jonsson: Porn does normalized exploitation and, like that’s just straight facts. Um, as you were talking, I couldn’t help, but think about Terry Crews’ experience. I’m sure you’re familiar with it, but maybe you’re not with him being sexually assaulted? And it’s pretty interesting because, you know, he’s, I think he’s like, like 6’ 3” you know, 230 pounds of, you know, he’s probably like 8% body fat and played the NFL and all these things. And like, so I think there is that perception like that he can’t be sexually assaulted.

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Aaron Crowley: Kind of, you know, introduced us a little bit and kind of helped us know what to expect. Michael Brandon – 2001 Grabby Awards winner, "Best performer"; 2002 GayVN Awards winner, "Gay performer of the year"; 2003 GayVN Awards winner, "Best gay performer of the year" (tie). [9] [33] [51]Aaron Crowley: And, and that’s kind of, you know, in going in and processing the years later and processing all that trauma, that’s, you know, how I’ve realized, you know, what, I’m gonna speak out on this, um, because I need this mentality to be destroyed. You know, I actually even just recently, like the, that mentality that caused me to normalize my rape so prevalent even still today, and a part of me is like, probably because of pornography, pornography has normalized this idea of, you know, people can be obligated to have to have sex with someone.

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Brandon Lee is an Asian American gay pornographic film actor of Chinese Filipino descent. [10] He is regarded as the first gay Asian porn star and arguably the most popular Asian pornographic actor in contemporary gay male culture. [11] [12] Aaron Crowley: And pictures were taken of me. And in that moment, it’s like, all these things started like bursting in me of, “Oh my gosh.” You know, like the, it, it just kind of book ended this whole season of my life where I’m like, all of this is not right. And it’s all tying together as this one, spirit, this one mentality, this one like mindset. That’s so normalized in our world. And it all stems from porn. Marc Stevens at the Adult Film Database". Adultfilmdatabase.com. February 9, 1943 . Retrieved February 5, 2010.The men listed here are known to have appeared in a gay porn film; however, this does not necessarily mean they are gay—see gay-for-pay. Many of these men have also appeared in other forms of pornography, such as pornographic magazines. They may have appeared in other genres of pornography, including bisexual and heterosexual porn. Scott "Spunk" O'Hara [117] – a gay American pornographic performer, poet, editor/publisher of the quarterly men's journal Steam, and author. He wrote Rarely pure and never simple: selected essays of Scott O'Hara, [118] Autopornography: a memoir of life in the lust lane, [119] SeXplorers: the guide to doing it on the road, [120] and Do-it-yourself piston polishing (for non-mechanics). [121] Died of AIDS complications, leaving his personal papers (consisting of 39 boxes of journals, correspondences, notes, and manuscripts) with the John Hay Library of Brown University. Aaron Crowley: I honestly, I’m glad you’re asking this question because honestly, I can’t think of a single individual. There’s two individuals that come to my mind as, um, good examples. One’s an example of why they’re there. The other one’s about how we cope with being there. Um, one individual on my first scene, he, he wasn’t new to the industry, but I was, and there was another person there who was also new to the industry. So he, this, this person who wasn’t new.

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I was coerced into doing unspeakable things that I never agreed to but, if I didn’t, my children would not have been fed, clothed, and sheltered. I almost took my own life.” Aaron Crowley Aaron Crowley: Right. It, um, you know, I often I commented on a, uh, post that Gail Dines made a couple months ago and she was really intrigued by this. Um, cuz she pointed out like, you know, a lot of people will point out that in straight porn, the woman is being, being, um, aggressed against like there’s violence towards her. Aaron Crowley: As I got older, like in my teenage years. Yeah. A little bit, but, um, as I got older from my teenage years, um, uh, no, like I totally got, I, you know, I understand what he grew up in and what he, you know, thought things were. Right. Um, so I, I have more compassion and empathy for him now. Ryan Driller – started his pornographic career by gay porn films under the name "Jeremy Bilding". [110] He was a 2010 XBIZ Awards nominee for "Gay Performer of the Year". [111] The scene starts and right away its this bomb of physical abuse and I knew going into it that it would be like that but it still caught me off guard… I got called every degrading name you could imagine. They want to completely ruin a woman on camera and they will do anything in their power, legally, to do it. Maybe they overstep the legal boundaries at points…that’s their mission. There is no sense of respect in these videos…

Aaron Crowley: In the process. He told a little bit of his story. He actually had performed years prior in the industry, but then he started dating a boyfriend who took care of him. And you know, he housed him, fed him, you know, all that. So he stopped doing porn because he no longer needed to. Raging Stallion Sweeps the GAYVN Awards: 'To the Last Man' takes 13 trophies Harker Jones, March 28, 2009, Adult Video News. O'Hara, Scott (1996). Do-it-yourself piston polishing (for non-mechanics). [4]: Badboy. ISBN 978-1-56333-489-4. {{ cite book}}: External link in |location= ( help) Garrett Jonsson: Being conscious of that, like the fact that you kind of helped that person get on set and then realizing what had just happened. That must have been a heavy realization. I’m just wondering if that was like, do you consider that one of your low of lows?