Please Love Me at My Worst

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James, my agent, found me on the internet and signed me because he believed in my writing skills. And I appreciate everyone at Andrews McMeel Publishing so much for having faith in me and making my book a reality. Every goal you’ve ever set for yourself has been accomplished. Have fun all the time. Honor the person you are right now as well as the person you will become. These are the titles of the four sections that make up this collection of poetry: Please Love My Inner Child, Please Love Me at My Worst, Please Love Me as I Am, and Please Love Me as I Am Becoming. How come it seems like Thursday already? Why did I have to be born with the gene that makes me think I don’t deserve good things and that my successes are flukes? Why can’t I just let my heart relax and my mind stop throbbing like an anxious drum when nice things happen? Please hold off on the rubbish collection until I have finished cleaning up the mess. The lines are authentic, and there is no question that you will get a sense of connection to the written words the moment you begin reading them.

Michaela Angemeer, a Canadian poet, had her childhood in Brampton, Ontario, and she currently resides in Ontario. Because she enjoys thinking deeply and expressing herself creatively via writing, she made the decision to study psychology and English at the University of Waterloo. The poems in the please love me at my worst section were definitely my favorites. As in any other poetry collection, some of the poems I really liked and felt like were reading right into my soul, and others I just felt meh about. Overall, I think it was a pretty solid and cohesive collection. michaela now lives in a one-bedroom apartment in waterloo, ontario, with her frenchton, beatrice, a lot of books, and too many plants. Cause you’re too big so instead of talking to friends you talk to yourself and your stuffed animals write on whatever you can find dance in your room sing karaoke make magic by yourself poor sweet baby you that little girl just wanted to be included to feel loved to be a part of something she may not have belonged, but she belongs to me. I wish my pisces midheaven had a little more self-resolve and my chiron in leo didn’t try to sabotage my success all i’m asking is to switch some signs shift the sky i just need a little change. today i love me more than i loved you and that’s all i can ask of myself i keep waiting for my coming of age but if i wait it will never come so i will sit here i will float i will write about my body. Please Love Me at My Worst PDF Book Free

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Notable TikTok creator Michaela Angemeer explores connecting with your inner child, loving the worst parts of yourself, coming out as bisexual, and focusing on self-growth in her much-anticipated poetry collection.Please Love Me At My Worst  is a collection of four sections of poetry inspired by loneliness, unrequited love, and not being able to let go of past relationships. Written during the 2020 COVID-19 quarantine, the book is a reflection of what it means to yearn for people who are unavailable and how important it is to focus on self-love and healing.    Why did you show this hurt to such a little girl her small hands couldn’t handle your blade it ripped her heart open while you poured the acid you can keep your attempt at love i took beatrice to your gravestone but she didn’t know why we stopped there because you can’t explain burial to a dog so i dug up my missing you with tears and no shovel. The main topics of the book were the difficulty of defining oneself and the profoundness of feeling alone. Even though I don’t typically read poetry, I noticed that many of these works left me feeling very moved. I had a lot of fun with this collection, and I really hope that the author creates more works in the future. A little Content from the Book Im sorry there’s a bug bite on my heel my lips are chapped and skin is dry i’m sorry to no one i’m sorry to everyone but most of all i’m sorry to me for constantly cataloging my imperfections why is making decisions so difficult i thought by now i would have this down but left and right always seem to have the same pros and cons.

I need to let the waves carry me i need salt i need healing please just give me this space. they told me love is patient love is kind but you showed me that love is harsh love is negativity pointing out the bad love is a sharp tongue love is bladelike teeth always cutting never saying i’m sorry how does this love feel like poison in my blood like i’ve never known iron like i’ve never known oxygen. Try dancing about the kitchen while using a pen as a microphone. When rushing out the door, you whirl around in the downpour. Sing as loudly as you can while driving. If your inner kid has asked for something, it’s only fair that you provide their want. You owe it to yourself to embrace your inner wildness and live this life to the fullest. You owe it to yourself to find out who you really are. I appreciate everything my mother has taught me over the past 28 years, especially the importance of enjoying one’s own company. I also appreciate James, my agent, and everyone at Andrews McMeel Publishing for having faith in me and making my book a reality. I encourage everyone to embrace their inner wildness and live this life to the fullest, and to find out who they really are. I will try to be a little more sweet and a little more resistant when she reinforces my doubts or pokes holes in my achievements i just really wish you could meet beatrice i have always been a little bit weird a little too fat a target for bullies and you can’t play with us have you ever overheard your best friend call you just a school friend or been told you can’t play a game.PDF / EPUB File Name: Please_Love_Me_at_My_Worst_-_Michaela_Angemeer.pdf, Please_Love_Me_at_My_Worst_-_Michaela_Angemeer.epub Please wait a minute and stop blowing dandelion seeds in my face; I need a sunflower field to help me find my way. Don’t make me stare any lower; I’ve had enough of Earth now. I need to be near the ocean instead of this stream. I really need to go swimming for a bit. Some Poems

michaela angemeer is a canadian poet who grew up in brampton, ontario. she went to the university of waterloo, receiving her bachelor of arts in psychology and english in 2015. Just give me a little of your time. I have to just ride the tides. Just like you, I could need some salt and some healing. Love, I was told, is kind and patient, but you have showed me otherwise by being unforgiving and critical. exacerbating the bad How can this love feel like poison in my blood like I’ve never known iron or oxygen? Love has a sharp tongue; love has teeth like blades; love never apologises. Even though she didn’t really fit in anywhere else, that little girl finally has a place to call home since she is a part of my family. You’re too old to play with toys, so you have to entertain yourself by talking to yourself, writing on whatever surface you can find, dancing to your own music, and performing karaoke. Oh, you poor, sweet baby. You shed some light on my mom by explaining that “she’s just weary.” Because our love still consists of, “I told you so,” even when we could use a bit more, I wish you were here with us to remind us to love a little more and judge a little less. For you, I also miss making gravy in the kitchen barefoot. Please Love Me At My Worst is a collection of four sections of poetry inspired by loneliness, unrequited love, and not being able to let go of past relationships. Written during the 2020 COVID-19 quarantine, the book is a reflection of what it means to yearn for people who are unavailable and how important it is to focus on self-love and healing.

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I appreciate everything you’ve taught me over the past 28 years, especially the importance of enjoying your own company, and I especially thank you, oma. Thank you for watching over me, making yourself known to me in the form of elephants and butterflies, and making sure I know you’re not forgotten even though you’re not physically present. I appreciate you being my trusted friend and a shining beacon of hope. Chinye.