Becoming the One: Heal Your Past, Transform Your Relationship Patterns and Come Home to Yourself

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After Neo sacrifices himself and Smith is defeated, the Machines uphold the terms of the truce that Neo proposes, and the Machine War ends, with Zion saved from the brink of destruction, and the Matrix successfully reloaded, thus ensuring survival of both humanity and the Machines. Whether it’s with friends or in romantic relationships, I always have this post-relationship fantasy of being The One That Got Away after a breakup. Always. And while Fantasyland is a fun place to reside (if you don’t mind being delusional), a few years ago I decided to acquaint myself with reality. In the process, I realized that I was never The One That Got Away. You can’t actually win someone’s love by pretending to be someone you’re not, and why would you want to? As you attempt to escape, however, the gods within you and your party will surface, angry at your failure and calling you their worst mistake. At this point, you are given the option to "give yourself" to your god, or refuse. If you choose to "give yourself", your god will rip out your source and your character will instantly die, but combat will still be initiated with the rest of your party members. If you refuse, they will angrily proclaim they made you, and combat will still begin anyway. In either case, you will have to fight your clones, so defeat them all for 55,800XP each. Once the last clone remains, a Source Titan will spawn from the last clone, and you will have to fight it. All enemies have around 4000 combined HP+PA+MA each.

Superhuman Speed: The One can move at unmatched superhuman speeds. This can either be in flight or even during normal action, such as during a fight. Neo displayed this ability when he left the Architect's room. He flew across Mega City fast enough to catch Trinity as she fell, yet it was evident that he was a long distance away when she began to fall. He also displayed this ability during the fight with the Smith clones and the Merovingian's henchmen, where he fought several opponents at once with ease. Even before awakening as the One, Neo also proceeded to to dodge all but two bullets fired from Agent Jones' gun, with Trinity even being surprised by his dodging them like an agent.EXPERT Based on wisdom gleaned from the traumas of her past and years of guiding thousands of women around the world in her internationally acclaimed "Becoming the One" program of spiritual and therapeutic healing practices, Sheleana Aiyana's revolutionary lessons teach you to embody the qualities you are seeking in others so that you can become "the one" for yourself. After ten years of dating avoidant, dismissive, emotionally unavailable men, followed by a short marriage and a divorce… Neo succeeds in reaching the Machine City and meets with the leader of the Machines, the Deus Ex Machina. He argues that Smith, who has completely taken over the Matrix by then, will eventually cause the Matrix to crash. This would kill all of humanity and would thereby deprive the Machines of their power source, wiping out both species from existence. He then states that he can destroy Smith and save both species, and all he wants in exchange is peace between the two races. Not even where a man is in his own life, which he often uses as an excuse – such as where his career is, his personal income, that he needs his freedom, he’s too young, he needs to “have his fun” before he settles down… all that stuff.

Ready to explore how your relationship signature is impacting your love life: And step into your most magnetic self! If a man feels ATTRACTION for a woman, on a deep emotional level BEYOND PHYSICAL ATTRACTION, then nothing else really matters: Now I am a completely changed woman and I am grateful that this once meaningful relationship ended because if it wasn’t for the hard pain he caused me, I wouldn’t be accomplishing all these goals that I always wanted to do. I am finally happy and in the end it’s just me, myself, and I. I love myself. And for all the ladies who think they have a hard time getting over their ex, trust me it gets better at some point down the road. You’ll be happy and finally move on from this painful event. You’ll eventually be “the one that got away” as time goes by, making you stronger. Just have faith! 🙂We can get addicted to wanting to talk things over and over (and over) so that we can delay the inevitable and try one last time to see if we’re “special enough” for them to want to change. This makes us look desperate and nuts. It’s no different than trying to be “good enough” to get a cat to bark. Challenge: part of the offerings in this book are journaling cues and suggestions for reflection. I listened while walking in nature, which I recommend; however, that is not the best way to take advantage of the journaling cues.

God bless you Simon! ? I also went from 170 to 134 and it’s been a year but I’m still crying over and over again after constantly being cheated on by the father of my son–whom I believed would be my husband. He’s always been this narcissist and you couldn’t do anything for him because he didn’t need you… I only wanted his love and affection and after ten years on and off, he has broken up with me and is seeing a woman he ended up spending Valentine’s Day with (two weeks, three–tops after our breakup) at a ski resort, and claims he is seeing two more women. I moved out of the house and I find that he has candles everywhere around the house… I’ve never given him a reason to hate me so it’s pretty heartbreaking to not be able to move on from this obvious a**hole. Now I’m more in-tune with myself, more aware of my needs, more willing to voice my needs… I don’t have anxiety about what the other person thinks… It feels great.” During his meeting with the Architect, Neo learns a surprising truth about the Matrix. The Matrix is much older than the humans of Zion think. The Architect explains that, in addition to two unstable versions of the Matrix, there have been five iterations, or cycles, of the Matrix. In each stable iteration, an incarnation of The One has appeared. Neo is The Sixth One to appear in the sixth Matrix iteration in which the trilogy takes place.Feel your feelings and feel your pain. It will eventually pass. If you remain in a state of avoidance, the pain will fester and spread like cancer. The pain contraction will then be so intense, it will make you say and do things at the expense of your dignity. YOU. In each iteration, The One is guided by the Oracle and then the Keymaker to a holding room of sorts where The One gains an audience with the Architect. The Architect explains the origin and history of The One to them as well as their purpose, after which he presents The One a choice: enter the door leading to the Source to reload the Matrix by reinserting the Prime Program, or return to the Matrix. I fall of my white horse nearly every time we see each other at home and even when I say that I am feeling good because I finally do stuff that is good for me I feel like failing – because he knows I am not good. I never scream or try to play some kind of mind games. I often just express how I feel and maybe sometimes what is going on in my mind at this moment. Sometimes I try to be silent and it’s not working. But instead of beating me up I try to tell myself: That was not the best you could have done but that is okay. You are on your way and you’ll make it. I know that I am not good at all, missing him so much and can’t stop thinking about him and sometimes when we see each other I tell him. The difference this time is: I am aware of it. I get crazy but there are times where I feel good, relaxed and as if I can handle my life on my own. I never had that feeling before, I ALWAYS felt like sh*t no matter what I did. This is all due to your blog and the support from this tribe here. From Sheleana Aiyana, spiritual writer and founder of Rising Woman, comes a transformational inner-work journey to heal lifelong relationship patterns and reclaim power over your life. I kind of have to be around him every day but this has gotten so bad I’ve been considering leaving the world we built together.

I’ve loved him for years and tolerated his bs because I loved him, because I made excuses for him, and thought I was taking the high road for being so understanding all the time. I was so close to giving in and reaching out to my ex last night. I was up for most of the night sobbing more than I thought possible. I missed him so much. I started to regret everything that happened in our breakup (he cheated on me and on the night he confessed, he tried to have sex with me and dumped me when I rejected his advances). That was over two months and it has been HARD. I miss him so much and last night, I almost caved. Superhuman Stamina: The One can exert themselves for extended periods without tiring at all far more than anyone else within the Matrix can. Neo displayed this ability by being able to hold a fight against several Smith clones for a long time without tiring, retreating only because he was outnumbered beyond what he could fight off. However, even this ability had its limits, as Neo ended up completely exhausted after a period of fighting Oracle-Smith.Explore 3 short videos that introduce you to the foundations of Conscious Relationship, Shadow Work and Boundaries, accompanied by a simple yet powerful journaling process for each lesson. Followed by three more years of dating slightly more responsible avoidant, dismissive, emotionally unavailable men…